Life is all

I’ve not thinking having real recognizing from the « arabians people » or their either other problem with the persons that i don’t, profondly, don’t like. Sauf, having the real intention to don’t cross them. Don’t existing in their world. I mean that « an arab person » don’t like me… i don’t really care. But i can attacking. Not the same game with my social’s around circal.

whats-wrong-with-you(?)

It can be curiosity for having me in theses places.
Bien qu’effectivement, quand je me sens mal aisé, je ne parle pas beaucoup.
Là où et car cela peut-être dangereux d’affirmer son Soi dans certaines situations, je le crains.

But that’s ever me.
The most horrible is where you can’t be yourself… there.
If I am with arabian people, there I in high letters, it’s also me.
If Charya wining one day in France, i’ll keeping myself but not in the same environnement.
I will not talking, be proud and silencious.

It’s not gonna be the fact where i can’t be myself that’s it’s not existing.
If nazis track me for exemple, i keep myself either…
It’s me before all.
Not in a good environnement but Me.

If i can’t or if i don’t play myself in each roles, that’s not life there anymore.
Where, when, why you can’t be yourself ? Where the « choc émotionnel » (or other for émotionnel) is too high for connecting around, environnement.
That’s worst.

But don’t saying to an other person that i don’t like him or her, that’s not a problem in fact, that’s me.
Silence is not trouble there, because i can play myself EITHER i don’t like my environnement.
If i’m trouble, i can keep the silence, that’s not a problem or just it’s not the same problem that’s you can’t be yourself.
There is the difference.

I don’t listening american rap because i want to look cool, but because it’s me, my choice.
This affirmation is everywhere possible.
Either you can’t be You.

Bring me up arabians people, i will standing myself.
There, the problem is ton upping the environnement.
« C’est gênant, dérangeant, scandaleux au pays des droits de l’Homme, etc. » but it’s stilling you.

Remember Iris Mitinnaere saying to myself « it’s not for you » « your life is for an other project », i was like « what ? i cannot be myself until the end ? »
Scary for a side and angry.
Why ? Because one day i couldn’t. Don’t bring me up ever in this situation. That’s the high degree of souffrance.

Bring me up in Auschwitz i will keeping me. See ?
Maybe i’m to impactfull, that’s volontary.

Loosing your « Je », « I », « Soi », and cannot expressing… that’s the not tolerable point for all.
Grimming is not easy but can be living.
What i want to say it’s just the fact that to be stay living in each situation is life, it’s supportable.
You can be where ever you are, still living you keep your life.
The french fight is just to be clean place for elevation living…
It’s to fight against bad influences and keep staying things to the bottom.

Are you dead there ? This is not « ce qui ne me tue pas me rend plus fort », what i want to say is just when you can’t be there, your life is drop, and that’s horrible. Ever say ?

You’ll gonna be living i guess. But sometimes, when you are living a too high event in the hard, you cannot support and you definitly not there anymore. Accepting souffrances because this is dependance.

So, if i don’t like some persons, i can be with them and still living (i think), that’s not the worst, sure, but that’s brilliant to thinking that we can elevant our place living.

So, if you can, Do ! 🙂

J.